What is the essence of the man? No. That sounds stupid. My father said it best in this fashion.
“If I had one fault regarding Styx is the man being to damn clingy with the few friends he has and to damn steam cycle mad.” – Lord Ethan Skylark, May 6th, 1863.
My father meant of course that Lord Shade didn’t engage in the sport of wrenching and gambling as a past time as my father had occasion to do.
Lord Shade has always been a man of proticular tastes. Sense his youth he prefers beer, horses and stream cycle racing. Most importantly he has always preferred the company of a select few chosen intimates of a small circle. The exclusion of whores being his chief concern. Not from a moralistic point of view but a more practical sense. Lord Shade has little trust for people outside his circle.
Lady Shade said it as follows.. “Styx has never encountered a whore that hasn’t tried to remove his natural endowment or been a chief element in him almost losing his life.”
Now…We come to a brief account from Lord Ethan Skylark on meeting, trainning and the first cases my father and Lord Shade went on. I will tell their tales leaving no detail out as I have seen it but for certain events of private information of clients still in Lord Shade’s books.
Now. Their meeting began some eighteen years ago in a private club of Lords at the tail end of a poker game my father was losing….on purpose.
It’s a simple social media post about family and baby making being good.
That’s it.
I’m peeking the post and just reading a stream of bitching, whining and moaning about court case arguments, motorcycles, blackpills that basically summarize to be…
No. Nooooo. It’s wrong. It’s wroooong. Family is dead. Baby making is the means to inslaving the male pocketbook. NOOOOO!
Holy shit.
Granted there are two waves of opinions in the comment section..
one wave of photos of shit kickers showing off large families and crushing in the baby making business. So many mountain man muscled bearded dudes with hot damn ass wives with baby on her hip and one in her stomach. Most of these folks look like they’re from another era. Where did what they wanted and their females because biology.
The other group is whining about chickas and family court and it being the end times so it’s time to take the time to look up in the sky and forget about all that baby making stuff the world is heating up and getting scary and…..
It’s the whining. It’s the complaining. It’s the beta bitch energy. I know it well. I used to be in that crowd. But, holy fucking shit. I never complained as much as the later group does about something some of them are afraid of or talk shit about what somebody else is crushing AND some of these assholes never intended to do from the jump.
I would say to each his own opinion but fuck that shit. Grown man afraid of having a family with a female and having kids is weird but whatever. Grown man saying having kids is stupid and evil also instructing young man not have a family or to live as they do and think as they do.
Na’aw son. Now your starting to sound like a fucking cult of fucking hockers, riding motorcycles and bitching about life being hard and baby making being evil.
Hmm. I got questions for the dude in the dark overdosing on Blackpills and porn.
Okay whose side are you on? Who are you working for?”
How can a man complain about the system and take advantage of it being fucked up. While advocating for the shit to stay broken by enaction to a problem set before him. For twenty fucking years.
Does any of that make any mother fucking sense? Wait. Yes it does make sense. If your a welling idiot or undercover agent of the system. You want to do your best to keep the system fucking over men and human relationships in the west. Instead of men taking charge and reclaiming dominance you would advocate for the shit show to continue by men not taking on traditional roles of manhood. Fatherhood. Dominance. Building. Conquering.
In summary…
Men fix shit. We build better shit or we repair broke shit. We don’t complain like a fucking bitch for twenty fucking years about something being broken unless your a beta bitch simp.
I don’t know why females call beta bitches nice guys. Then again what the hell does being nice have to do with being a man.
I guess their trying to be nice (lying) and not call a dude out on being a beta bitch or a beta bitch simp.
examples
21.And finally…”I dated (very briefly) an engineer who would talk down to me and denigrate my profession (I was in the automotive industry at the time) and the fact that I didn’t have a degree. At the same time, I needed to be the one to drive everywhere because his car was too crappy and unreliable, and we could only spend time at my townhouse because he lived in a shitty, filthy apartment with two roommates.”
The fuck? Low budget basic bitch. The shit a female will put up with from a beta bitch.
3.”I was briefly dating a ‘nice guy’. We had a disagreement talking about where this was heading and in the end he told me, ‘If I wanted you, I could have you. I can have any girl I want. if I wanted to date you I’d be dating you and if I wanted to fuck you I’d be fucking you.’ I cut off all contact and he kept asking me why I was upset and said he did nothing wrong.”
Fucking hell. This is the behavior of the beta bitch. They fucking hate being confronted. Holy shit.
Female asks her dude. Where is this thing between you and I going? Translation: I’m ready to be barefoot and making babies.
He turns it up with a bitch fit from hell. Trying to act all cool like this bitch got options. He’s afraid of commitment. He just needs time. He needs to get his money right. Why she not understand he’s afraid of a divorce. He just needs….he just needs to stop being a basic beta bitch simp.
Fucking hell.
When a Chicka comes to a Real One with the question the answer comes ready made to order. “GuardianDogg where is this shit headed between us? I’m tired of making love on cheap tables.”
“Yo. I’m trying to get that asshole at the bank to give me a fucking 15 year mortgage on a spot I’m peeking at and buy a fucking new special order table. Your ass need to get used to the idea of being barefoot and wearing sundresses all day and feeding my three kids because this conversation is proceeding to us having the first kid in a minute.”
Warm regards
Guardiandogg
P. S.
I blame MGTOW for condoning this beta bitch behavior.
We rolled out the van as the Amazon bitch picked up Heart and carried him to the house. Ace got in her way first.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Ace said.
“He’s need to sleep asshole. He’s been up for almost seventy-two hours straight and his body has been cursed. He needs to sleep for at least twelve hours, now open the fucking door.” She said shoving past him.
Ace cursed and hurried to open the door while the bitch carried him inside. What the fuck was this? The bitch carried Heart open stairs to his room and placed him on his bed. She took off her suit jacket and started undressing Heart’s body.
“He slept when Ace came and then he just had nap when we gave him the refined water. Your-“
The bitch just waved her hand at me. “Shut the fuck up. I don’t want to hear it. You should have gotten him to wash up and change his clothes. He hasn’t been asleep for more then twelve hours straight. Taking a nap here and there isn’t enough. He still needs to heal and rest his mind.” She said and paused to look at me.
“I couldn’t handle it. It was Momma’s birthday and I forgot to take her out like I promised and all I could do is cry. We don’t even have a fucking body to bury. Your a tough asshole. Nothing can shake you. I’ll grant you that. I’m a woman. I’m sorry I failed your big dick test.”
“Fuck you bitch. I didn’t tell you to leave. He needed you. You left us when it counted. Fuck you and get the hell out.” I said barking at her.
The bitch grimanced but shook her head. “I’m not going anywhere. It will take time to find out what curse whoever put on him and then I have to see if they feed him poison as well. I’m staying. So get the fuck over yourself. I’m his wife. I have to take care of him. I fucked up either forgive me or accept I’m not going anywhere. I need a basin, sponge and hot water to clean him up. I left my medic bag in my car. I need it.” She said and turned away from us to undressing Heart in bed.
Ace turned to me. “Go get her bag. She’s staying.”
“What?”
Ace stared at me. “Heart needs medical and spiritual help. If she’s going to stay here and help in that I don’t care for what reason. We’ll use her for that alone and nothing more.” He said and turned to Xenia. “You proved that aren’t strong enough to be in this family. I ain’t forgiving shit. You want to stay and take care of your husband that’s what you’re supposed to do. It isn’t the same anymore with us. Don’t involve yourself or opinion in my family business and I don’t want to hear that opinion coming from Heart’s lips. You following me?”
Xenia nodded. “I’ll keep out of your way. I just want to take care of my husband.” She said.
Diamond sighed and walked out. I followed him. “Diamond. Bro. We can’t-“
“Go get her medical bag from the damn car. I’m going to go see a friend.” He said heading out the door. I followed him out to the car.
“Your going to get some ass. We need to talk Ace into getting this bitch out here.”
Diamond ignored me and went to the car opened the passenger door and got her bulky black bag. He shoved it into my arms. “It’s done. Fuck your feelings on it. Xenia is a doctor and 4th degree Cleric. Heart needs the medical treatment. It will save us time and money to let her stay and help him. He’s in a bad way right now. Let your feelings about go and think. Take her the bag and watch her. I’m going to see my friend. I’ll be back later tonight.” He said walked away.
“Hurry up with my bag.” Xena called from inside the house.”
I am brainstorming about Cyberpunk dreams as a RPG. The name of the game will be Dream realm or DR RPG.
The rules:
The dream master presents a quest for the player(s) to go on and attempts to present obstacles for them to overcome or fail. The players win when they achieve his/her goal and survives to the end. Number of players 2-5.
There is a dice roll or randomly generated numbers program for actions to fail or succeed. Based on the value of the skill sets of each player. Success/failure is depending on skill value or chance encounters.
Example: Rafael Kendrick. Class: Nomad. Race: None elemental. Skill set: Malee 50%, Survivalist 30% bartering 30% Weapons: Lightning sword 15%, hand to hand 50% revolver 10% Weaknesses: Low technical knowledge, Advanced weaponry. Executive Politics. Elemental magic.
Players can name their own character, pick from classes with in the game lore and level up their characters as the quest progresses and they face off against enemies.
The game world map
quests take place in the city or the bordering regions.
Not how I would like to have ended it but awesome all way around. 26 episodes in total. It ends on a light note with a door open for the story that will follow in the order of the DAWN OF THE SUPERS series.
Blue Jumper published 2022
Rising Dragon coming soon….
Steel Toe Technomancer coming soon…
The Elder published 2021
True steel detective coming soon….
Each book is a stand alone story at different timeliness of the series so you can read them as you will.
Diamond’s words hit hard. I was regretful for all I had said to the Deltas and knew I would have to apologize to him later. I looked at the front of the house to see.
Xenia’s Ruby Red BMW 2018 X1 in the parking lot of the house. Holy shit.
“Who the fuck car is parked at the godsdamn house?” Ace asked.
“Fucking bitch. What the fuck is it doing here?” Joe said from the back seat. “What the fuck is she doing back? She ain’t staying. She left. I told that bitch she stays gone.” Joe said pointly.
Ace looked back at me. “You want me to handle her.”
“No. She’s my wife.. and I got to tell Xenia that we’re getting a divorce.” I said.
Ace sighed. But, he said nothing. He didn’t look confident in at all. I looked around to similar experiences on my brothers faces. “I’ll tell her to leave.”
The van stopped at the curb. I opened the side door and got out. The front door opened and Xena came out. She walked out dressed in a expensive white suit that hugged her tall cuvry 6’2 body. Her face was strikingly beautiful as always. her platinum blond hair was flowed down her shoulders and back.. She had a openly gentle expression on her face which let me know she was far from calm or relaxed.
My head hurt. Ace tapped my arm. I looked back to see him holding a silver flask to me. “It’ll help for your headaches.” He said reading my mind.
I took it opened the cap and downed it. I felt better at cool taste of the refined water. I offered back to him. Ace shook his head. “No. It’s yours. Al will fill you up with a batch when you need it.”
“You look like shit. When did you start drinking?” Xenia said.
I looked up to see her a few feet away from me now. I had to look up at her. “It’s medicine. What are you doing here. You said you were going back to Florida to visit your parents. What happened?” I said and put the flask away in my suit jacket.
Xenia frowned glancing at the van and my family all watching us. “Can we talk alone?”
“No. Here’s good. Listen. This isn’t going to work out between us. Listen to me first, please.” I said seeing her about to get into it. She closed her mouth. “I got a lot to deal with right now. I got to manage my Momma’s estate and a shit ton work and tribal duties now. I don’t think your up for any of that so. Let’s get a divorce okay. You can have the condo and whatever is in our joint account and go our separate ways.” I said staring at her.
Xenia stared at me. “I thought your family didn’t believe in divorce? Your mother was against the notion as well as I recall.”
I shook my head. “She’s gone and you’ve proven that-“
“I want to talk privately.” Xenia insisted now. “I already know how your brothers feel about me. I can’t change that. I’m a female. I’m sorry I’m not a strong man as they are or a strong a woman as your mother.”
I frowned at her and closed the door to the van. I waved her over to side and started walking. We got far enough away I turned to her. “What’s your game? I know your up to something.” I asked taking out the flask opening it and taking a shot.
She grabbed it and sniffed the inside and froze. “This is sweet water with a hint of sage. Did Big Al ask Edo’s blessing on it? It won’t last. Al isn’t a doctor or a cleric. He still would have missed an element in the mixture.” She said.
I took the flask back and closed it putting it away. She studied me closely now. I shook my head. “Stop doing that. What happened? I wasn’t expecting you to come back. Did your father say something to you? Did the hospital call you back?”
Xenia studied me. I felt her eyes taking me in as a patient. I shook my head. “Stop it. I’m fine.” I said knowing it was lie now.
“No your not.” She said calmly. “I talked to my Dad. I told him what happened. He started asking questions. Questions I couldn’t answer, about you, about the effects of what you saw were having on your mind and did I have you checked out for curses and poison.” She said stared at me. “You’ve been cursed. Haven’t you?”
I smiled. “Arnold is a brilliant man but he’s a even better tribesmen. Thanks for coming back to check on me. But, I meant what I said. We’re getting a divorce.” I said.
Xenia stared at me. “I’m not going anywhere. How long have you been awake? Heart. Your wearing the same clothes you had on sense that night. You haven’t even shaved or washed your ass. This is more then morning. You’ve been cursed and possibly poisoned.”
I glared at her. “Alright. I’ll just wash up and get a check up at the hospital tomorrow morning. You need to leave. This isn’t your-“
Xenia’s eyes lite with that magical light. She reached for me before I realized what she was doing. “Sleep“
I am a bit of flirt with everybody. Not on the creepy side but I generally like people and like to find something about them to like and joke around with them. I tend to think a lot about it. Why? I’m intervert I think a lot.
Females in particular I tend to think of ways to connect and get a feel for em and a smile when I see them upset. I like shorties in a special way. I want to put them on a table. It’s always there in conversations and especially if they’re sitting on a table It’s distracting and makes me think of…hmm.
Now one thing that is annoying as fuck are tattoos on a shorty. I can’t stand it. It doesn’t distract me as much as when a shorty has big tities and a nice ass it’s just annoying as fuck. Tits and ass are wonderful distractions. Tattoos are like markers for questions that pop into my head.
Why the fuck does she have that long ass sentence I can’t even read on her neck? It’s a pretty neck though. Damn that’s an ugly ass detailed rose on her tits. Now I can’t stop staring at her tits. Hmm. Roses on a table. A bed of roses and naked shorty.
Joe and I sat in the back. He was still pissed off and glancing at Nina’s head. This idiot was obsessed with getting her now. If Ace hadn’t acted fast we would have a fucking problem on our hands we didn’t need.
“What are the horsemen?”
I stared out the window as we neared the house stopping to let a Max Freeman walk across the street with his dog and his white cane taping the street. He must be getting off work early today. I looked to my right and saw a female in a pink skirt and black leather jacket with a nice ass bent over at her parents’ black door as she picked up her keys. Twilla James still had my jacket. She straightened up opened the door and turned to close it catching me staring at her. She gave me that playful grin and raised her eye brows. I nodded. She zipped down the jacket a bit giving me a preview for later before she gave me a wink and closed the door. I was getting me some of that tonight for sure.
“Yo. Are listening to me or just looking at ass?”
I turned back to Joe.. “The horsemen is a fortornity of brothers that hold to oaths of loyalty and bound by traditions that date back two centuries ago. Once you are in. You ride with the brothers for life. Why you ask?”
Joe stared at me as the van started moving. “Have you ever met Vince before today?”
“No I haven’t but he’s a horsemen so I already what he is and what code he’s down for. Why you ask?”
Joe stared at him. “How did you know he was your fortornity brother? He seems like a real one but he was a bit to friendly.” He said calling into question the character of pledge brother on the low.
“He’s one of my elder brothers that wears the symbol of the horsemen but more to the point I know a horseman by how he fights and how treats my family. That man was giving you the game and fucking offered to sponsor you into the horsemen. He wasn’t doing that to be nice or because we hired him. He did that shit for me because he’s down with the code. Real talk.. You didn’t even noticed how nobody has yet to mention payment for their services. It was just a handshake and promise between Ace and the Elder Delta.” I said.
Joe stared at me. “What? Well I mean. Elder Delta will probably talk to Ace about it later if he hasn’t already.”
“The senior Mr. Delta didn’t mention money and I don’t expect he will.” Stacy said calmly. “My father has done probono work for his fortornity brothers. Fortornities as old as the horsemen have a unspoken code among their own. They don’t mention money between brothers in need of help. It’s dishonorable.”
“Shit.” Ace said and turned to Zadok who was driving. “You sent them a payment to hear out our case?”
Zadok was silent. “No. I just contacted them yesterday. They flew out here from the Lone the Star region to see us personally. They aren’t a small firm. It was a surprise to me that they personally met us..”
Ace shook his head. “I’ll have to figure out away too-“
“No.” I said. “Their doing it for me. So we’ll return the favor when they need help but I’ll try to talk to Vince about convincing his grandfather to let us foot the costs legal wise that will come up.” I said and looked at Joe. “You got a chance to be tutored by an elder horseman in becoming a professional asset to the tribe and sponsorship into my fortornity. That’s everything Momma and Daddy wanted for you. But, don’t do it for them, me or the tribe. Do it to make something of yourself. Vince wouldn’t have offered sponsorship if he didn’t see greatness in you. We are careful and selective about who we let in because the code of loyalty and honor ain’t no joke.. If you down for it, good. If not don’t waste his time on whether or not he’s on the real. He’s a horsemen. We ain’t about that corny shit. We mean what we say and we ride together for life. You feel me?”
I caught Vince and Joe have a long conversation out the corner of my eye for a couple hours until Vince went home and it was time for us all head on home. Diamond was fake snoring.
He came awake soon enough when Vince rolled out the door and I walked over with Stacy. Joe looked at me and I could still see it in his eyes. Nina looked me. Hmm. I got a good look at her now and I was remembering Andrew’s words from before about him not harming innocents or children.
Joe wanted her for sure but something was off I looked at Stacy noding over to Nina. She nodded. Stacy walked over to the booth taking Nina’s hand and dragged her away from Joe who was frowning between her and me.
Stacy took Nina off aside to talk while Diamond and Joe came up beside me. Joe looked over at Stacy talking quietly to Nina soft enough so that we couldn’t hear them. Joe looked back at me.
“What’s wrong? You feel something bad about that chicka?” Joe said.
Diamond said nothing just looked at me. I shook my head. “Wait a bit. So what you planning on doing with this girl?” I asked Joe directly.
Joe frowned st me. “Having a bit of fun and throwing her aside for the next shorty same as always. Why you asking. It isn’t like I didn’t learn it from you and Diamond.”
I stared at Joe. “There are limits to who you can fuck with and when I will roll and fold your ass over for touching a girl that’s a virgin. She’s apart of my tribe now. Under your and my protection now. If your going to fuck with her for fun let her know that. So that she doesn’t fall in love with you.” I told him straight up.
Joe and Diamond laughed in my face. I glanced over at Stacy to see them talking but I noticed her body language. She was getting pissed. Damn it.
“Bro. You sounding like a female.” Diamond said. “That woman is a full grown woman same as Joe. Let em have some fun. It’s their business.”
Joe grinned at me. “You should get a handle on your female, she’s-“
I looked at Joe. He froze as did Diamond. I stared at Joe. “All I’m asking you to be is careful. Nina is looking at you like your some fucking God. It ain’t no seduction with her. She will go along with anything you say. You don’t fuck with females like that. Their the ones that raise your damn kids and look at you as the Lord of the fucking world. If you have a problem with Stacy..well we can discuss it outside or in a ring. Otherwise watch your fucking mouth. Nobody controls me.”
“Ace?” Stacy said coming over and looking at me frowning. She put a hand to my cheek. Nina was at her side and she held her hand still
“Are you alright?” She asked in concern.
I smiled removed her hand. “I’m fine. So what are we doing?””
Stacy frowned at Diamond and Joe. Both looked like embarrassed boys. “Nina doesn’t have a place to stay and she needs your protection. Is it okay she stay at the house?”
“Hell that’s fine with me she can sleep with me?” Joe said with a charming grin. He wasn’t joking.
Stacy stared at him. “Your twenty, right?” She said.
“Aw shit.” Diamond pulled Joe away from being close to Nina. Joe frowned at him.
“What the fuck is your-“
“Shut the fuck up and listen.” Diamond said quickly. “You ain’t going nowhere near Nina until you finish college and get a fucking job. I’ll put in a word with Vince and he’ll get you an internship at his firm.”
Joe was staring between us as it slowly dawned on him. He looked at Nina was staring at him with moon eyes. “How old are you?”
“I’m of age in my people’s race and I am legal to consort with in this state.” She said evading the question.
Joe stared at her. “How old are you?”
“Sixteen…..in human years.” She said tightly.
“Holy shit.” Joe took a bigger step away from her. He stared at her. “Are you a virgin?” He asked stupidly.
Nina blushed. “That’s private and don’t understand why you are asking me that.”
I looked Joe. I did a double take. I saw it in his eyes. “Zadok.”
“Yes. My Lord.”
“Take my woman and Nina to the van and wait a bit. I have to talk to my brother.”
The three of them went while Diamond and I faced off against Joe. He was looking alarmed now.
“What? I’m not going to-“
“Three years. Four at the most.” I said. “Go to college and get a job. Momma didn’t raise us to be making kids with out some support for our females and kids. You ain’t ready to support nobody and she’s to submissive to go along with it.”
“Okay. Okay. I got you. I can get some somewhere else.” He said lying his ass off. “Stop looking at me like that.”
Diamond glared at him. “Keep your dick away from her. We got to find Momma’s killers and settle it first. We don’t need you fucking around making babies with that girl.”
“Damn. I feel good.” Heart said as he came awake and straighted he looked at us. “What’s going on?”
“Nina is sixteen and a virgin.” I said.
Heart frowned looked at the situation and looked at Joe. He stared at him. “Joe. Come on man.”
“I ain’t going to touch her. I don’t want her.” Joe lied.
“Holy shit.” Heart said getting up. He waved his hand. “Just send her away. She’s not our responsibility.”
“She is.” I told him. “She’s fairy kind. She made a magical contract to be in our service in whatever needs we require and she has no place to go so she’s staying at the house until I can figure the shit out.”
Heart grimanced and looked at Joe. “Damn. Come on man. You only need to wait two years. You know how Momma wasn’t down with you making babies you didn’t have a job to feed them with.”
“Alright godsdamn it. I won’t touch her for two years. I promise.”
“…and you won’t get her pregnant until you have a fucking job.” I added.
Joe looked pissed off. “Alright. Alright damn it to hell. I won’t get her pregnant until I have a damn job. Get the fuck off my ass. You fucking judgemental assholes. Let’s go home.”
