La Rue The Knight Prologue Beau

The one thing we had in common….

Five years ago

I walked into the night club’s private room to see Rafael St. Martin was with two females in short pink and black dresses with cheap make up on and high heels. They looked like hockers. Though I would also have bet money that they were just some females he just picked up from the club to have the honor with sitting in his presence. The man had that presense about him.

I could see a shadow of resemblance between us. It was faint around the eyes otherwise we looked nothing a like. I stared at him. “I need to speak with you alone. I only need a moment of your time.”

Rafael rolled his eyes like he knew what I was going to ask him. All likely hood he didn’t. I was several standard digits above his intelligence and it wasn’t going to be a typical conversation.

“You want some type of closer or a chance to tell me off for all the years I missed raising then you can-“

“You have a very common French last name. I’ve been trying to get in contact with your family to gain some insight on your family for some research I’m doing. I have a possible lead but I need your approval and number to your mother so that I can talk with her.”

Rafael stared at me. “Your trying to connect to my family for a research paper on your family lineage? Is that all or is there some other personal reason?”

“I have questions and wish to find someone who might be able to answer my questions.” I said.

“Questions about me or your other family history?” He asked.

“Both. All I need is her number and name. Then I won’t trouble you again and you can go back to your…life.” I said calmly.

Rafael removed his arms from around the ladies shoulders. “Ladies. I have to talk a bit with my son.”

The ladies got up and left the room closing the door behind them. Rafael stared at me. “You seem a bit shy around the ladies are you gay or just-“

“-I’ve had sex before. I don’t have trouble finding a woman up for having a fun time. All I request is a name and number. Sir.”

Rafael smiled slowly and waved me to a seat to his right on the couch. I sighed and came over and sat down. We stared at each other.

“Why don’t you really ask me what your dying to know? Be honest.” He said.

He was playing a game. He had no intention on giving me a simple damn number and name. Even this was to much for him to do.

“Your a liar. I want to know why your such a degenerate loser. Your what forty-one now and still a chasing after dreams of living the lifestyle of a rocker sleeping with easy girls and stupid women.”

Rafael grinned. “Oh. Your an artist and an alpha to like your old man. Your thinking you’ll end up like me one day. So your trying to avoid it by researching where I went bad growing up. I didn’t I was born this way and your mother knew it she just thought she could change me. She couldn’t. I am what I am. Just like you are what you are. Son.”

I stared at him.

He raised an eye brow. “You still want your Nanny’s number?”

“Yes. It’s the whole reason I came here. Are you asking for money?”

“Two grand, Sonny and I’ll even let her know your calling her. She’s been waiting years to hear from you.”

I reached in my wallet and got the money. I heard purple rain play on the speaker system. Prince’s voice flowed into the room. I allowed myself a moment to enjoy the song and the voice of my idol.

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I got the money out and put it on the table and sat back waiting for him. Rafael took the money and got a notepad and pen from his suit jacket and started writing.

“I remember the first time I heard this song. It did the same thing for me. It was was….”

“Magic.” I finished and closed my eyes and started to hmm.

*I never meant to cause you any trouble….” Rafael sang.

*I never meant cause you any pain… I only want to see you laughing in the purple rain.”

“Purple Rain, purple rain.” We sang together.

It was….it was the strangest saddest and beautiful moment I had with anyone in my life. It was in that moment I realized. Why my genius so serious mother loved this man once in her life…

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

Blue Jumper episodes 17 “Recruiting a big brain” & 18 “Working our way backwards”

The episodes

episode 17 “Recruiting a big brain”

Zack pays a visit to Jenny Evens on the tail end of the day to “recruit” her into the unit. They get into a little discussion and Zack makes some discoveries of his own in her closet.

Episode 18 “Working our way backwards”

Zack and Eddie get a crash course in normal detective work and are assigned into back tracking information on finding out the process of when, where and how Philips recruited. A funny back and forth between Eddie and Zack takes place and Eddie makes discoveries about Zack’s ethnic heritage by his lingo verbiage.

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

A lesson in female bullshit from a professional translator…no. I’m not talking about myself.

The translator’s examination….

Short hand version. This is a legit as fuck examination of female bullshit but sense he’s a nice guy he’s calling it Womanese. Though he knows damn well. Men call it female bullshit.

The translator gives a brief definition on the word. It is a one for one meaning of female bullshit.

His example is a banana balls crazy alien that speaks in her native tongue. Of bullshiting capped with a cheery on top.

The subject is about how she went on a date with a doctor that forgot his wallet.. She thinks that can’t be possible because reasons… so the bullshit continues on.

No. I am not joking watch the video. I’ll let you be the judge.

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

Last weeks game is over time to start over…..professional advice

I feel like starting over….

Over the last two to three years I’ve heard about some great reset going on in world. In my head, I don’t get it because every month or week I get a mindset to start over. To reset my thinking accordingly. It’s something that just happens to my mind like a switch. Change is consent because I exist in the present. So I move in a way.

I feel it when I cut my hair, shave my beard and look in mirror and know. I’m starting over. I’m letting stuff go and not thinking about going back. I’m pushing forward. I may have days I get dragged down or lose focus but the Callender has been reset. I’m changing how I move because I’m tired of the results I had or I see a difference in one change I made can make to my overall goals for day, the week, the year and ten years to proceed.

Being intentional and realistic. I write on the subjects a lot but they go hand and hand for me. This is a consent in my mind as I blog and I look at the results of my current output of content and the through-put goal.

That’s why it’s hard to think of blogging some times as a hobby. Hobbies are activities you do to enjoy and add color to your life.

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Blogging for me is setting goals, putting out content and thinking about whether or not I can meet my over all goal for day in progress to 2 million readers, a hundred percent entertaining and thoughtful. Every day counts, every post I put up has to be intentional to meet the goal.

I start at 0 every day. I have to get my numbers up everyday. What are the benefits of this mindset that blogging as in a way increased?

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I bring the same mindset to my day job. I start at 0. I have to bring my numbers up to a sufficient number to meet my overall goals for the week, month and year. Every day counts and my performance and ability to be come more efficient at what I do as a means to increase my success is what I care about..

or

I have to level up to a position that will meet a level of challenge and pay grade to warrent my time spent. There is a certain coldness to it but really

Work isn’t about being happy for me. I have moments I am entertained by what I do to eat. But, really I don’t define myself by my day job or care whether I am happy doing what I do. Did I get the job done? Did I achieve my goal?

This is what defines a professional I believe. Do you have a intentionally mindset and overall goal your aiming at? Certification. Degrees. Tradesmen training. These are only the tools to the means of achieving the goal at sufficient amount of time with positive impact on meeting your personal professional mastery.

In plain speech…..fuck your feeling my dude. Are you getting the bag? Are you about your business or are you all talk and bullshit? No one wants to be appreciated for being shit at something.

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

My brother Red reminded me of a project I intended on doing last year….I’m doing it this year in April.

All I need is a yeti microphone. I know how to put together the book in a video audiobook. I got it all planned. It’s the anniversary month I started making the ingredients for cyberpunk dreams with cyberpunk mornings. So I’ll do it then.

I’ll make the cover art for the audio books and the first work I’ll put out is JDMO

with a few more edits and part 1 and 2 included. I’ll drop it on Bitchute in April.

I’ve already dipped into short reads on my podcast so it will be fun. I might make a new cover art for JDMO though I want to keep the theme going.

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

Blue Jumper episodes 15 “the assignment” & 16 “How do you do that” are up…

episode 15 “the assignment”

The newly formed Supers unit is now out of boot camp and on shaky ground. Zack knows General James is worried about what will be the fallout of the sudden end of boot camp. His team encourages him to listen in on the closed door conversation through the general’s mind…..

Episode 16 “How do you do that”

General James questions Zack on his ability to read minds and how it works. Zack isn’t a scientist but he has ideas and suggestions for how the ability works….

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

A study in big dick energy…bear vs man

The Video

Short video but I love it.

You got some wild life photographer taking pictures of a bear in the wild. Suddenly, the bear is getting to close. A shit kicker with a hand cannon and a black cow boy hat on steps into frame. He steps at the bear blocking it’s approach to the photographer. The dominance dance begins.

The shit kicker has his hand cannon pointed down at his side. The bear gets shook. Bear tries to go around him and again the shit kicker meets him head on and steps forward.

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE DOING!” The shit kicker says…

“I-I was just!”

“GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BITCH!!”

“Wow. holy shit calm down. I-I was just-“

“BITCH. I TOLD YOU LEAVE! NOW BITCH. FUCK OFF.” The shit kicker growls and you can hear the shit is about to get real. The bear knows what’s up.

“I got to go anyway.”

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

Finding your blogging style part 2…

I think of myself as a writer first, entertainer second and a blogger third. But, each of the three is in play as I write.

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As a writer I am intentional with my words. I seek to invoke a sense of my personality with my words that speaks again the kind of voice your hearing in your head is genuine and real. Writers have ticks. Words they use and words they express in a certain viable realistic way to convey their message. I want my voice as a writer to be direct, intentional and real.

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Hot damn! That’s a bad bitch right there ^

As a entertainer….come on my dude. You ain’t never read voice like me. I am all about tickling your inner parts and making you feel my emotions or your own emotions rise up by my lyrical fantastic uses of beta bitch simps and dumb mother fuck-ka! I ain’t writing just to laugh at my own shit…

Hmm. Well maybe?! No. I ain’t doing this just to laugh at my own shit. I’m trying to give the lovers of the song language a reason to piss themselves laughing at the joy of reading something that hits the soul and makes you fucking happy to be able to laugh in your worst moments. Fuck all that black pill, cry me a river, self pity, bullshitty, beta bitch shit complaining about big dick energy. Ultra Word Combo!!

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As a blogger… this is my letter to you. This is my story for today. This is all authentic. This is me being real. I don’t think of this as a hobby though it is one by default. I don’t make money from it. I.e. it is a hubby of convenience. Above all you can know about me I am a realist. So I have a day job to cover my expenses and probably will for the rest of my life. The average artist makes dick all at their art. I am not a genius at writing or blogging I just blog every day. Baring in mind life issues I will possibly reach 2 million readers in the next ten years. Will that convert into 2 million in funds? Probably not. That’s not why I do this…..I simple can’t stop and I’m always looking for ways to improve and experiment.

How to find your blogging finger print or style? To me you have to be a writer and a writer writes and a writer borrows. You have to be a entertainer. For me it’s using my ethnic lingo in combination with other lingo speech period styles. So that my voice will permeate in your mind and imagination and sparks a emotional or thought provoking response. Lastly, as a blogger it’s personal touch I care about. It’s also a borrowed style from old school way of letter writing and…

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I love Sherlock Holmes stories. I borrowed the style from that source to….

Warm regards

Guardiandogg

The face of comedy…..

An old fucker trying to hold back shitting his pants

This is the face of comedy.

This is the stuff of dreams….

He appears to be deep in thought about the problems of our times. It’s coming. Damn it to hell. I can hold it in. Fuck me running. I can feel it filling my pamper to the limit.

He is the President that the Blacks in total voted for more then the other Black dude, they voted in…I mean it’s truth. Right?!

Look into his eyes. His dark eyes that stare at his nurse in the back. He is silent pleading for her to get his silent signal that it is death con one levels of shitting running down the inside of his pants.

I have to work a extra shift this week so this is my entertainment for the day…

Let’s continue….

His mouth is a single fucking line of determination. He’s going to wait them out. He’s going to wait until the people have left the room and then he will sneak away none the wiser about the pool of shit that he is about to leave behind.

Warm regards

Guardiandogg