The worst periods were from 2020-2022. Now the U.S. is having a secret war with Russia everyone knows about but I’m managing pretty good. Again, my humor is growing darker by the day.

I still have my flashes of haunting memories about my mother’s death and my past failures and difficulties in other family areas but I can breath better now. My daily work days easier because of the thought that I really don’t have the time nor do I want to spare any for the shit.

What’s changed? I’m taking control of my time.

My days are a lot more ordered to a daily schedule. All intentional. I ended 2022 in the month of December by rescheduling my day work, my writing and my entertainment. Everyday I am squeezing in what I can. To maximize my time to achieve current goals for Present and the future.

I also included time to start two business and to study philosophy and time for my spiritual growth.

I’m in my sixth month of 2023 and I’m noticing changes in my mood and my perception of time. 24h hours. It doesn’t seem like a short time span when your younger and in school or wasting away. But,, I’ve learned twenty-four hours is a short span of time.. I’ve had to automatic a few tasks and make an analysis on the cost of what I spend my time on and how I can off set that cost by reordering my life toward other activities better for my mind and wallet.

My mind is more on the present and future so I spend less energy on less productive time wasting habits. Time is valuable to me. Money I see as a tool to achieve the means of owning every minute and second of my time I have left.

I have a ten year plan now and I can already see current things in life having to be adjusted along the way. I don’t plan on having job in the next twenty years and I for damn sure have to fill that time in my calendar for something else.

Warm Regards

Guardiandogg