In the picture above, which one is the Russian nationlist and which one is the Average American, Kamala Harris supporter?
I think about this off and on. I’ve been told how Russians are. The ideals of a Communist Russian not by Russians primarially but by ideologue Americans and other folks that have their own bias views.
It’s interesting.
You can tell a lot about a culture a person comes out of by what they look and dress like. And when they open their mouths things really get interesting.
The world view and history of a culture and people is all in the fiction and art and manner that a person carries himself. When a person opens his mouth begins to explain what he thinks on an issue can that opinion really be uniform from Russian Moscow to Paris, France.
Can simply being born India when your parents are Chinese make you Indian. Can life be that simple?
It’s about the contrast to me. I grew up in Western world with heroic tales of men that made sacrifices that put their lives on the line to protect, to defend and risk their life by choice for the mission
for mission
or
a person.
It’s the contrasts for me. The villain is always the guy or gal willing that is selfish to their core. They view anyone or thing in their way as something to be sacrificed to god of their own ego.
A villain is a piece of shit asshole that is not willing for you to have a small piece pizza. It is never enough until everything belongs to them including your girl.
The hero is the dude beat to shit and still not willing to give in. He finds a way or he goes down fighting. The courageous figure of a man standing against the darkness is the archetype story I love to tell. I like my villains to have the big gun and bring all the noise.
Scared.
Beaten to shit.
He still finds a way to get up. He still finds the strength somewhere in the human condition to turn struggle and pain into the energy. To keep on fighting to the end.
A villain’s greatest strength to bring out courage and that energy out of the hero to push for the win. Hope still burns in his eyes or the thrill to survive another is his goal.
We are who we are from the series of choices we make to the outlook we choose to have in life and the gifts and talents we are innately born with.
Aggression. Can be a powerful tool in your life to help push you to your limits and others to do and become their best version. It can also be a force of destruction in your life and on others. It’s your choice.
There is nothing wrong with being aggressive if it is your nature. You have to choose how you use your nature in your life, form yourself, or destroy yourself. Know yourself and use your nature to craft your own path and craft your body and mind to your advantage in life. Whether in business, you can use aggression to pursue the deal or the big sale or martial arts and boxing to push yourself and skill for next round or big overall win.
Meditation:
This is who I am. I accept my nature. I will use it to my advantage. I will use it, push myself forward, and create harmony with me and for the benefit of the people I love.
I speak of craft in the meaning of a trade that your obsessed with perfecting that has a benefit of a exchange of resources or money or something of value.
Art is a subjective value. Craft has a defining or definitive value a needed valuable service or produced goods.
Some times passion or art can lead to an exchange of value. What is the leading factor for passion to be turned into high value exchange?
The fuck I know.
Maybe blind luck? You never know for sure because again passion or art is subjective value or if you can brain wash people into being addicted to a certain art or medium then you can have instant value because of the dopinmine effect.
I’m NOT interested in being a poor artist that is obsessed with the art and potential for equal exchange for value. I have a craft that has earned me money on a consistent range for me to Allocate time to the mastering of it and growth in the value it gives others and can gain from it.
Fiction writing ain’t it. So why do it? For the fans of course. For people that say they like my shit or find a value in it and mainly for my own entertainment and for someone to steal elements for their own creations.
I am a realist. I’m not the best writer/blogger. It is what it is. I have a voice and a interest in entertaining others and myself. That’s the artist side me.
The craftsman or tradesman side of me is all about getting proof that what I’m doing holds value enough for people to pay for it. I got to pay bills and I got to position myself for now and my future self.
Conclusion: I would rather be great at my craft and entertaining enough for a like for my art.
My second high is like the first. I get it in a quiet space. In a setting where I am just listening for the story when I writing. I let my fingers go and I read where I left off in the sentence the other day and continue on.
My third high is music. I vibe heavy to any type of music. My favorites are Prince, classical and everything else that isn’t modern rap.
I memorize songs in my head. My recal is near perfect. I vibe to it. It brings up my mood on a shity day or when I really need to focus on a really boring day.
I’m also a cheap bastard and paying for anything that smells like shit or is expensive as hell is not a high for me. It sounds like spending my money on some bullshit.
In simple terms: Your behavior or the activities you do mirror back who you are and a pattern for how you think. Some behaviors patterns can be changed others are fixed. The deciding factor is you.
Examples:
Loud corny behavior
This beta bitch behavior pattern is seen in the leather, the fedora and the words that vibrate with arrogence, self importance and self delusion. He really does think people give a shit about I’m a cool asshole delusion. All he is a fucking beta bitch sniffing on his shitty philosophy or masturbating to his own intelligence. Is this fixable?! Maybe. He just has to have a come to Jesus moment where he realizes nobody gives a fuck what he thinks.
Some dudes don’t give a fuck. Other men choose what to give a fuck about and damn everything else. Confidence is knowing who you are and not giving a fuck if nobody else cares about it because they don’t. This is behavior that is expressed outwardly from inward self knowledge. Learned behavior.
At peace in his own world. Confident in his own skin. In the flow state my dude.
Habits breed behaviors and personality patterns mirror self indentity. Learn your strengths check your habits and limit your own bullshit from getting in the way of you winning in life.
I can remember it clearly. Waking up one day from my bed after a protecular weird vivid dream going into the dining room sitting down with my notebook and began writing my first fantasy.
I spent the entire day doing that as teenager. Food was brought to me. I went to the bathroom occasionally but the whole day I was just in that vibe to write. It was a Obession. Though I didn’t know it at the time and that was the only time I ever did that but I never lost that spellbound enchantment to the craft.
The only other people I could see have that thought process are people that grand Master chess players.
I’m not that big on the game but the focus and thought process of thinking ahead and analyzing strategy skills are amazing to me. The talent for being capable of being experienced at being focused on a single series of moves not made reminds me writing for me. The Obession of it is reminds me of my own Obession at times.
When I’m writing I am not just thinking about the next sentence but the ending and beginning. The characters have their motivations and I find myself careful in writing dialog that hopefully will fit them and not my own thoughts for their actions.
I think within reason Obession can be a positive thing when it is controlled or led in a right direction. Being Obessed with winning in life is a healthy thing. Being obsessed with not giving a fucking is a sure way to get your ass handed to you or the best way of not giving a fuck about the demands other people put on you.
Alright now that you’ve listened to your people and your own thoughts. Reality check your assumptions.
Are your assumptions about yourself provable by events and situations that happened in the past. Can you give a statistical analysis that you behave and are the way you are given current situations that repeat themselves in reality?
Are you a bad ass? If the answer is yes then you should have deta to back up your point of view of reality.
Example. If a dumbass rolls up on you and slaps the piss out of you do you respond by a reverse kick to his balls or do you piss yourself and cry?
The shit happens in life. In whatever form how you respond is the answer to whether or not your pussy or accurate definite bad ass.
Why is this important?
Lying to yourself about your own self image or perception is operating under bad detail. If you want to succeed in life then you should operate by strengths you can be sure are accurate and you can stand on to help you secure your goals in life. Listen to information regarding people telling you how you are but check that shit with past experience to see if it’s facts or some bullshit to puff you up or put you down.
In short: Listen to people that know who you are because often times you’ll catch hints of when they’re talking bullshit. Listen to gut, your thoughts and what you want to do.
When your having a conversation about your life, your needs and your desires please listen to yourself when you talk. Your telling on yourself. What motivates you. What heightens your interests and makes you hyper awhere or happy. You already know your just not listening to yourself.
Listen to people that have your best interest at heart. Listen and pay attention to what they’re saying about you. It matters so don’t just listen to respond. Be present and listen for opportunities to grow, learn and consently be on the search to move forward.
If you want to be successful in life listen to someone successful in life.
Conversations in general are golden opportunities for you to mine out relationships and information to help you be successful in the game of life.
Your people, your tribe are real and honest people that don’t want to soft ball you the truth about how you are fucking up your life.
No I’m not joking. People ignore shit easy. People don’t listen when they get up in their feelings and recognize when someone has given them the truth about how it is.
No words really describe that feeling you get knowing your complaints are bullshit when your OG that been in the game long to show you, you ain’t shit. Your mouthing off about this ain’t fair, it’s impossible. OG’s just watching then he’s had enough of your shit and shows you what a fucking OG’s super power is experience, practice and fucking balls.
OG don’t say shit. His answer is to get that shit done like he’s done a hundred times before.
It’s been 9 years in the ongoing conflict in total. Two fucking years sense shit went hot and the Swedish government after 200 years of staying the fuck out of goble dumbass wars decided to through their fucking hat in to the mix of current unwinnable wars against Russia. Automatically dropping their bag and fucking up their position.
The leader of the NWO
The leader in the secret war against Russia is a ancient old dirty bastard democratic gangster. This is the face of the greatest military mind and social justice leader of the enslaved 1st world empires. This is the fucking king that the fucking empiral United States of America elected.
I stopped giving a fuck in part for nine months because I got shit to do. We’re in a recession but but we’re not in a recession but we’re in a recession. Nobody collectively can confirm or agree on a reality anymore let alone why the fuck I should care about a war that’s lasted way to fucking long to end without some major fuck up on the new world order front. CNN, FOXNEWS and Jim Bob at the corner liquor still all agree that the Ukraine is winning and Russia is the greatest evil on the face of this God forsaken world.
