positive voice

The positive voice.

What do you do when you find yourself in a environment of chaos and anger? You desire love and care and only get it in minor moments and then heavy moments of rage from a partner from a family member.

Some times you have to get through those moments. You can’t run away. What do you do when you are striving for a peaceful voice in the void.

Close your eyes and open your mouth or speak with in yourself and be that voice.

You don’t need a hero with a cap to come to the rescue. You are that voice. You have to choose though. You have to actively choose to love yourself and rescue yourself.

My thoughts on Elon Musk….

To those that wrote an article on this man I don’t give two shits about. To those telling me I should give a damn what this mother fucker thinks let alone believes. To those that insist I spend one day or hour thinking about this dude.

To those that think this fucking dude is something to be admired, hated or worshipped. I mean this from the bottom of my heart with all due respect fuck you.

I don’t give a damn what you expect me to care about. I don’t give a damn about some mother fucker that if he didn’t have money he would be just another fucking pookie sitting on a corner with a 40 in his hand and a joint between his lips. Let the stable of hoes on the corner working for him give a damn about him. I don’t. Respectfully.

Not sorry. Not apologizing because I don’t give a damn. If you insist I should give two fucks. Well…fuck you and fuck him too.

Warm Regards,

Guardiandogg

Thoughts on the upcoming world CALL OF DUTY MOBILE TOURNAMENT

I’m lukewarm right now. I don’t think I’m going to try to compete right now in the tournament. I’m really at this point working on some key skills and weapons I need to improve on.

I’m finding that I need to focus on it a lot more. I’m doing a lot practice sessions in the firing range and regular matches. I’m enjoying just being able too just line my sight up fire and rapid session.

Figuring out how to move in a team and back up the team mates is becoming my ace a bit. I love it when a team knows what the fuck their mission is and tries to make a go at it instead of insisting on the bullshit hot-dogging-dog-shit.

BR battle Royale still socks ass but I’m close to becoming legendary in the bullshit.

War

I basically shoot fire at people.

HARDPOINT

I shoot people multiple enemies and it’s a run and gun.

Sniper

I use this for Frontline, Search & destroy and when I want to shoot at a distance. I love this rilfe. My favorite gun right now. One shot hit special baby.

My issues with BATTLE ROYAL CALL OF DUTY MOBILE…

It’s shit.

No. That’s not fair lets say it’s like a crap shoot for what type of shitty game play is it going to be today. I don’t know where the problems are going to be becoming from on any given moment.

The problems are either me, my opponents, and the graphics. Either way I have to endure half not seeing who the fuck is shooting me. This game though is ugly as shit in BR.

Problem Number 1. Me. I am shit at BR CALL OF DUTY MOBILE. I play rank matches only to get an exchange sticker for the last season in my hope of getting a damn legendary gun for free. The reason I am shit at BR is simple.

1. I can’t see enemy at a distance.

2. I am always too busy trying to just survive or avoid dying from someone shooting in the back (pause)

3. I can’t stand playing BR. The one time I like playing BR for a few seconds is when I’m flying a helicopter or riding a motorcycle and then some asshole starts shooting at me.

4. I wish I was playing No Man’s Sky.

I get that feeling every once in a while when I am playing BR. I wish to sweet Jesus I was playing No Man’s Sky. I know Call Of Duty Mobile got a update on HD appearance but fuck that shit. The game looks like shit. Playing BR reminds me that the game looks like shit. At least when I’m playing multi-player at least the game play keeps me awake.

Problem Number 2. My opponents.

I. They keep trying to get me to fight them and they enjoy shooting me from the back. (Pause)

2. Shooting people in BR is a dice roll of shit or hmm that was okay. It’s not as satisfying or a rush half the time as Search & Destroy or Hardpoint.

Problem Number 3. Graphics.

No other mode perfectly shows how shitty looking this game looks when playing it. Granted it looks slightly better with the HD up scale mode. Overall though HD is a rose on top of bullshit but in general BR is annoying to look at and hard on my old ass eyes to see at times.

If I didn’t have to play BR to get the sticker for the legendary free weapon would I play BR…..

Fucking hell. I have didn’t know CALL OF DUTY MOBILE HAD BR from the jump a few months ago.

Are Russians white people? I don’t think so.

In the picture above, which one is the Russian nationlist and which one is the Average American, Kamala Harris supporter?

I think about this off and on. I’ve been told how Russians are. The ideals of a Communist Russian not by Russians primarially but by ideologue Americans and other folks that have their own bias views.

It’s interesting.

You can tell a lot about a culture a person comes out of by what they look and dress like. And when they open their mouths things really get interesting.

The world view and history of a culture and people is all in the fiction and art and manner that a person carries himself. When a person opens his mouth begins to explain what he thinks on an issue can that opinion really be uniform from Russian Moscow to Paris, France.

Can simply being born India when your parents are Chinese make you Indian. Can life be that simple?

I wonder.

Experiment: Logan Jones

Prologue: No more games.

Logan stared at the palace of the demon Lord Damon. The palace was a gleaming white palace set in the center of peaceful valley. It was capital Demon kind. He observed several farms and two taverns with a cultural mix of humans and Daemon fairy kind. He looked down on the main tribal capital in awe.

This haven’t been anything of what he expected or been told to expect sense he was summoned to this world. He smiled as the last lie the king had told them was exposed before his eyes.

Team 7 of heroes had been summoned from different worlds collectively by Harold the great and his school of wizards. They each collectively had skills and gifts. They were one of seven teams selected to go into the demon realm country. Their team was to hunt down and end the terror reign of Demon Lord Damon. The other teams were formed to bring about the structural government of the demon kind.

Logan knew they were little more then innocent people kidnapped from different worlds to be terrorists. He hadn’t realized the truth in the beginning of their journey a year ago but. Once he had killed and burned down villages he knew what he had been sent to this world to do. He had lost his soul before he had discovered he had had one.

“Logan. I want you up front with Darla.” Vince said. Vince was their leader the Sage and knight their group.

Logan felt his lease tighten around his neck as Darla the tall giant female glared at him. “Our champion gave you an order.” She said.

Logan snorted and looked at Vince. “This is the last line of our journey together mighty hero Vince. You planning on running away so we do the dirty work for you?” He asked coldly.

The four female members and one brunt older man member of their group were all silent. Vince’s silver blond hair glowed in the afternoon light a grim look of determination was on his face. He was dressed in shining enchanted armor. The Iron armor of the female members of their group were made of the same magic protection. Vince had only one weapon a silver sword that was at his side. Logan was the only member of the group without armor and the magical slave collar around his neck. He was dressed in common traveling clothes of a leather jacket and gun belt around his hips. A magical revolver rested at his side. “I need you to stick close to Darla because you seem to heal her faster then the others. That’s your job cowboy. Your here to be a healer. Once Demon Lord Damon is killed we’ll go back to the human capital and be-” He said.

Logan laughed. “We’re not going back to our home worlds. This isn’t a fairytale. We’re here to assassinate the asshole that rules these people. Are you going to lead us in or have you finally lost the nerve. Your the mighty hero chosen to murder the Demon Lord. You been falling back a few times during our last fights while we been losing men.” He said.

Vince glared at him. “What do you want from me?” He said.

Logan waved a hand at the collar around his own neck. “Take this damn collar off my neck and I’ll make sure you get all the honor and praise you want. I’m tired of being your dog. If I’m going to die. I’m going to die a free man.” He said.

Vince snapped his fingers and the collar around Logan’s neck was dropped away. Logon took in a breath and sighed. He nodded his thanks. “Let’s end this shit.” He said started running into the valley.