I’m always in my element when I am writing or doing something that is of substance and value.
I hate. I absolutely hate doing nothing. I can’t stand it. Be people used to say..no fuck it. Dumb fucks still say that video games is a waste of time.
Being paid a shit ton of money to do something that isn’t valuable to your time of breathing and your personal worth is a waste of time and hard fucking work to me. You can’t pay a dime or 100k to do and to be nothing.
My mind is always busy even when the work is slow I find myself thinking of something to write about or analyzing female bullshiters lingo trying to ponder the question….
Why can’t you answer the mother fucking question with a yes or a go fuck yourself.
I used to think I was a lazy person. Then I started blogging seriously and recording how many projects I’m doing in a single month and day. I put in a lot of effort, energy and attention for a post to be funny enough for a “like” I’m not bragging It’s the thing I have to do. What I’m writing is always new every day or in some way it’s a different challenge I can take on. I’m always writing. That’s why it seems easy to me though I know a lot of decades has gone into mastering it. I never have enough time.
But, it’s really the day job when I came to grips with the fact…
People kept saying I was a hard worker. I frowned and wondered. The fuck?! Me? I just work. I give it my all. I go full force in no break and no cap.
So I’ve been thinking about it. I really do value my time. I really do value what I do spend it on. I don’t think it as hard work. Hard work sounds well…like hard work. I see it like in part like a game. I got to get this shit done and the time starts.