My chosen profession is set before me. My course of action is to raise up the ladder of the hierarchy.
I’m hesitant to take a step. Why? Well there are two why’s in counting.
Point 1. A step in any direction is a loss of something. The ground will fall away behind me once a step is committed too.
Point 2. Failure and annoyance. There is always a possibility of failure. There is a definitive yes annoyances are real living breathing assholes.
What to do?
A financial step must be undertaken. I need a reason. I need a purpose to justify the next level bullshit.